WARNING WARNING SELF LOATHING TAKES PLACE IN THIS RANT READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

I've given fair warning in the title anyone reading past this line is by their own fault.
I'm sorry to my readers because most the time all i do is complain so prepare yourselves because I'm going to start again you can stop reading now if you want. I've recently discovered that my life will never just be easy. Now don't misunderstand me i really never thought it would be i just thought that maybe I could get some easy patches every once an awhile. I was OK on money until Xmas and then all of a sudden all those student loans decided to call and harass me when i was at my most broke . I hate my job and want kill myself everyday i have to work just because of how unbelievably its like high school. the funny thing is it isn't the high schoolers working there that make that way. I had another job prospect lined up but that fell through do budget cuts thanks to the recession thank you American government. Now i am exploring other options for the future. My love life has been nonexistent for some time now do to the fact there is nowhere in Salisbury to meet women that you might not have to wash vomit out of their hair by the end of the night. (the only thing to do in this town is drink it helps people hide the fact that they live in a shit town.) Due to the fact that drunks annoy me even more than cheerleaders I don't frequent our ever expanding bar scene. Just once I'd like to have a couple days go my way. Alas i think that the first step to this problem would be leaving town but that takes money and the government doesn't want me to have any of that or fun so this could take awhile. I haven't been able to really drive either due to the fact my car has broken down and i cant afford to get that fixed either because to do that i would have to get my registration renewed and there is something about paying $150 for 2 stickers that only last a couple years that i am opposed to.
Granted i have some understanding roommates that have no problem driving me but i hate being a burden on them. I also came to the conclusion that i might be the reason (might!) none of my relationships workout but i think i can work on that next time. See i told you this was going to suck you should have stopped reading after the first sentence. I'm sorry I'm in a bit of a self loathing mood please ignore my whining.

I LOVE LISTS

OK so everyone else is writing these and I have been tagged in both so I decided I'd try and come up with 25 completely random things that some might not know about me.

1. Ever since I saw "High fidelity" I'm obsessed with lists preferably top 5 but for this one i will make an exception.
2. I only realized that i like sour cream about two years ago and it pisses me off.
3. In the last 2 years I've become better friends with someone than I originally thought possible.
4. I secretly love to watch romantic comedies they are hilarious and sometimes deserve Oscar nods. Mainly because despite the host wanting to be funny the whole thing is way to serious.
5. I'm a Fantasy dork, the genre is new to me but i can't stop reading it and will take suggestions from anyone.
6. I miss smoking pot and wish it was legal. Nuff said I won't elaborate.
7. I hate bars I've never understood why they are considered a good place to meet women. Its loud you can't have a decent conversation. Not to mention drunk girls and people in general are one of the most annoying entities in the world.
8. I think all dogs that don't at least come up to my knee(basset hounds excluded) should be put out of their misery from birth. P.S. I'm a dog lover I like cats but dogs are way cooler.
9. I agree with Bryan H. Bryan's do rule but only if they have a Y in their name.
10. I have no idea what i want to do with my life I sometimes think about teaching but I also think i would like to be chef and I'm pretty sure i could wipe the floor with anyone who ever competed on "Hell's Kitchen."
11. I have more musical and film knowledge then I let on just because some people already think its weird.
12. Bryan H. and i could run a late show and it would be awesome but we also had ideas for a sitcom that would have been awesome as well.
13. I wish i could find someone that could honestly make me happy but i really don't think its possible.
14. I am a huge "Buffy the vampire slayer" fan although I'm not embarrassed about it I am embarrassed that I also am a huge fan of the " Gilmore Girls" that show was so funny an intelligent that other shows have a tendency to pale in comparison. those to leading ladies were so hot it hurt.(Trying to salvage my masculinity with that last part)
15. I have little to no respect for traffic cops i think they are one of the lowest forms of life and have trouble not letting them see it when they pull me over. Real cops bust real criminals not write tickets for someones stickers on their car not being up to date.
16. There are so many places in this world I want to see I just don't want to go alone.
17. Not long ago i was a nationally ranked tuba player and was proud of it. But now I never want to pick it up and play.
18. I lose respect for people who think today's rap should still be considered music.
19. I wish i believed that the FDA wasn't out to keep us sick for as long as possible and in league with doctors to steal money but they keep feeding me otherwise.
20. I wanted to be payed for just being me but I can't find someone to give me money for that.
21. I miss the mountains something about the view just used to make me smile.
22. Modern art is not real art that's why they had to expand the name to modern art. Jackson Pollack is a joke anyone can make "art" by throwing paint at a canvas but it takes balls to do what i did in kindergarten and call it art.
23. I miss her. (Don't ask)
24. I don't get fashion and i don't ever plan on it but apparently the idea of being comfortable has gone out the window
25. I'm addicted to World of Warcraft and i blame Nicole.

That's all i got I hope its interesting.